In the beginning...

My name is Jessica Dunn. I have big plans for my life. But, I am beginning to grasp the fact that my plans and God's plans may not always match up. I have been taught the hard way that I am not in control. But, just like all students, you may not necessarily learn everything that you've been taught. I know that life is a struggle because I have lived through many trials thus far. I cannot begin to understand the power of God's love and grace but, I know it's real and true! I cling to the fact that one day I will dance in heaven with my best friend, Jesus Christ. I strive to live more and more like Jesus everyday. Even though, I know that that goal may never completely be fulfilled. I desire to live a holy and pleasing life though I know I mess up a LOT! I want someday to hear God say, "Well done, my good and faithful servant." I cling to James' words, "Consider it PURE JOY, my brothers [and sisters], whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance." I know that I am perfect in God's eyes but, I struggle with only looking at myself through the eyes of this world. I know that I am loved by my creator but, I struggle with noticing that this world doesn't care for me. I know that I am forgiven by the grace of God but, I struggle with forgiving myself and others. I know that God is all I could ever need but, I struggle with wanting more. I know that I am not the only one that matters but, I struggle with thinking WAY too much about myself. I am by no means perfect at all, but I am LOVED by my Lord and Savior. And that is more than enough for me! I don't want to try and measure up to any one's unrealistic expectations for me in this world. I am who God created me to be. I am broken and beautiful. Just the way God wants me! I am also a sophomore in high school who loves to sing, spend time with friends and family, play volleyball, write, think, text, talk, listen, travel, go to the beach, and just have a good time! I am learning to focus on the good things in life. I plan to live a drug and alcohol free life. I absolutely love nature and all its beauty. I have come to realize the things in my life that need to change but, I won't change for anyone. (At least I try not too!) I have been through so much but, it has only made me so much stronger. I am single and loving it! I can talk a lot about a topic that I am passionate about. I am praising God for the person He has made me to be! I couldn't thank my parents enough for what they have done for me. I want to use all my gifts to bring glory to the only One who deserves it! I can write/talk all day if I had the opportunity. Although, I am learning when to talk and when to just listen. I cannot take credit for the words that I have written because, God is the One who put all of this on my heart! I am falling back in love with my best friend. I cannot say that this is all that I am because, I am nothing without the One who created me.